bYe ByE Melaka.. dasvidaniya!

As always, i hardly find good time for blogging.
For most people - my friends, family already knew that i'm no longer working/staying in Melaka.
27th June 2012 was my last day working in Klinik Kesihatan Klebang Besar.
To my suprise, they did a farewell party for me and another 3 staffs that also moving out from this KK.
Sitting on the chair, listening to my YM speech, remind me to the 1st day i stand on that land.. it was April 25th 2011, and i was 2-3months pregnant!
I could'nt describe how i really feel.. I'm happy to go back to Selangor - as thats my hometown, all my family, shopping complexes are there.. but i also kind of sad leaving this place.
Hate thinking about sad things ( we use more energy and muscles to frown compare to smiling) , life must go on. no such thing like jack & rose - u jump, i jump in this case.
Thank you so much to everyone in Melaka for being part of my good memories.
Here are some pics that i would like to share..

Till then, Paka!

Ahmad was 5 month, mama?

Hmm this is really my bad.
I think I got quite a few postpone post to write. I think I need to list it down coz I feel like I already lost my tract ;p
1)Aidil's 2nd Aqiqah
2)Aidil's 4 month milestone - forget it.
I think I shall continue with his
5months je.
3)wedding of my cousins

Ini je kot. Wutever la.

So, on last April 27th, Aidil has turn 5months old. A week before that (18th) was my 28th birthday. Yes, 28. I am that young, tq.

Let's proceed with lilttle guy progress :
- he could say "maaaa" !
- able to tolerate normal tap water temperature . Kalau x budak ni nk mandi heated water je.
- love to jump when we hold him.
- able to crawl on the 1st May! Hehee tp gear R.
- eyeing us eating n drooling like we r so mean not giving him food.
- had his 4months jab & rotavirus vaccination. He cried laa tp for a while only. We plan nk soh jab for pneumococcal terus tp x jd coz kesian. But next month sure kene jugak. Hehe
There r few more which, I just can't recall them now but nevermind.

As for me, my achievements so far .. I could say good. But can be improve later.
- I'm married n blessed with a son at this age.
- my time for work n family is well managed.
- I fail to exclusive breastfeed my son. Aidil had it for about 3-4weeks only. But still , I thanked Allah for that.
- wut else eh? Hmm oo yes, Anwar treated me with a very nice dinner at a exclusive restaurant here in Melaka.
- my parents gave me something cuter than my old nikon dslr which easier to carry in my handbag.
- I got myself a new handbag hehe :)

Hopefully I could get more free times to blog.
Till then , xoxo.

Regret

Its bee a while since my last blog
Well, i'm not that bz lately..My routine has been more relax compare to berpantang period.
Now dah hampir seminggu habis pantang but still, i spent most of my time terperap dlm rumah.
It just sometimes dlm rumah yg berbeza .
The only time yg i could curi2 tgk dunia luar (in reality, not thru surfing) adalah time naik kereta from my mom's house to mak's house (my aunty @ shah alam - ade la 2 x je pergi) or to my in laws house in USJ.
So, kalau nak kire betul2 my actual perintah berkurung was started 1 week before bersalin. Since then - till now i am a truely, deeply, insanely HOUSEwife.
Tak tahu la org lain mcm mane.. i think i'm suffering post partum depression now. hehe
yup, just because i was (am) not allowed to go out of the house. Or lebih tepat takde siape nak bawak i keluar - to at least breath the fresh air outside atau sekurang2nya ronda2 tgk lampu kat jalan??? ( i am that desperate).

Tak tahu mcm mane nak explain bout what i feel exactly, tp seriously, duduk terperap ni mmg memBOSANkan. Mula la start fikir macam2..then dari fikir turn to meluat, geram and lama2 jd benci.
I cant burst my emotion/feeling to my parents..dah la menumpang kan, nak tunjuk besar kepala pulak.
and its ridiculous to blame maklong ( yg duk jage anak aku almost 80%) or sufi (my lil sister yg byk tolong this and that).
Hence, Anwar yg balik hujung minggu everyweek kerap jadi mangsa. Too bad.
Simple mistake turn out to be looong silent between us. Then, mula la recap semua bende dr mual2 kawen - mengandung - bersalin ..
Everything happens so fast...habis belajar, bertunang, kawin..then tibe2 dah jd mak budak. Now i'm a bit lost to find myself in between all these.
Why did i get married?
Why did i agree to become a mother / parents? - Maybe i should wait for another year or two ?

Niat baik utk balik rumah in laws so that they have their precious time with liittle Aidil turn out to be not a proud memory. I tried my best not to show anything to them tapi that's only me.
I know myself as a very secrecy person tapi kadang2 kite terpakse menanggung kesan daripada tindakan org lain. Mungkin menceritakan segala masalah kpd org lain adalah jalan terbaik to some people.
Ape pun, i'm just an ordinary hamba Allah yg tak dpt nak puaskan hati semua org.
Tibe2 td time "round" tgk blog org, jumpe blog Hanna Johary ni pastu got caught by one of her topic

Cara Menghilangkan Rasa Tidak Puas Hati Terhadap Suami

She is so right. No doubt about what she said in her blog. 

Masalahnya... can i be or even change my mind like her? How is that going to change me?

Susah kan jd isteri ni.. hehe i should've think about all this earlier. 

(nasib baik gak tak fikir, kalau tak sure jd andartu ..or is it better to be a janda anak satu??)

Oleh yg demikian, i berazam to make myself less depress/stress from tomorrow ermm..today.

Dah dapat green light from my mom utk kluar (- not with my son still) to settle some stuff.

i already got plan to hang out with some friends too..!

Soon, i'm going to fulfil my abandon spa & facial plan. Also retail therapy (I need a totally new wardrobe)

Hopefully, i'll be better..cross fingers.

Till then, please pray for a better me, i thank you in advance.

Aidil's 1st parcel from my BIL - Azlan@uncleLan in Deutchland

Merdeka!

Alhamdulillah..

I'm finally 45 days post partum - means my confinement period has come to the END !

So happy but still .. i just stay at home. (~duh~~ ala2 Boboi)

No outing yet.. but we've already plans for tomorrow and next day and next.. =)

I think i'm not too late to wish Happy 2012!

He is 44days old..and yes darling, i love u too!

Till then, xoxo~

Confinement a.k.a Berpantang

Salam..

I guess this is quite an issue to most woman nowadays.

I know some say that berpantang ni so outdated - doctor tak advice pon, etc, and some still religously on it.

For me, seriously i have no issue about it + no choice (LOL!)

My ibu said - if u nak stay with me after bersalin, u have to berpantang.

And i was like - wutever.. layan je. No harm pon. + i ate a lotttttttt during pregnant ( gain up to 25kg y'all!)

So this is another way for me to lose mr fatty tissue (hopefully)

Tapi mine way of berpantang tak la as strict as dulu2 time.. i like it anyway.

Everyday kene massage, kene tungku - mcm spa! love it ^_^ then pakai bengkung - which is just like corset.

Ibu bought me Set Bersalin Ibu Halimah ( its a gift from her workers actually ) and for me ( i have a very sensitive nose) set ni sgt2 ok. Tak busuk and complete - for me la coz mak bidan gune je semue brg2 tu.

As for food pulak, ade la few this and that yg my mom x bagi makan but i can drink as much as i wanted.

The only thing yg sikit2 make me dizzy is x bleh kluar rumah. hehehe suffocate sket.

But i can deal with it.

So my conclusion - pantang is not as bad as i thought before. Yeay!

Salam...Hello and Hi!

Salam all.. welcome to my blog. =)
This is my 1st time blogging and seriously i'm not the one who good with words.  Let me introduce just a little bit about myself ok..
My full name is Suria binti Ismail, currently 26y.o and 37 weeks heavily pregnant. Married to a very humble man i ever known - Khairil Anwar bin Ahmad Hanif.
We've been together since university life in Moscow, Russia and just married on February 2011.
Oh, anyway "18" is our fav number as it represents our birth date & solemnization day..heeee
I think that's enough for an introduction.. 
Just to answer to my own question ( which im sure i will ask myself soon or later) - me blogging bcoz :
1st - simple reminder / non-personal diary of myself .
2nd - my EDD will be very soon.. i hope blogging can keep me company during my confinement day.
3rd -just to share something with anyone/someone who cares .. hehheee

Ok la, till then. ^-^ .

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